New: Audio Blog – hear my voice!


There was a time (long ago) when I couldn’t bear to hear a recording of my own voice – now I can’t wait to share with you!

There’s a fair bit of lip smacking but I hope you’ll forgive me for that. In time, I will learn to edit those out.

Oops, you’re probably going to be listening for them now.

The transcript follows below. It’s a little different from the audio because I’ve ruthlessly cut out ‘um’s & ah’s, repetition and other unnecessary fripperies.

But I’ve also added in some sentences with further thoughts or clarification – and links.

(Audio doesn’t do links – yet!)

Hello Lovelies

I’m recording this on a little digital voice recorder. I decided that I would start doing these audios, as well as the written blog post, in the same way that I used to do the weekly videos for my SoulCollage® readings.

So you can either listen to the audio (above), or read the post. Or both!

I think I’m going to enjoy this new thing – because I do like to chunter away to myself (hopefully, not totally just to myself!)

Book Progress Promise

What I wanted to mention today, to keep myself committed, or rather, held accountable, is to do more of what I said I would do – and don’t seem to have done very well yet.

And that is, to talk about The Book itself, that I’m writing, and exactly what it’s about.  Or at least give you some clues(!) or excerpts from it. I haven’t really made up my mind how to share it yet.

And I do want to share my progress – and process.

But as anyone who has ever written anything – and specifically fiction, for the first time, (unless you’re a Wizard!) … what I’m trying to say is, it’s not as easy as I thought it would be.  There is a lot more to it.

For one thing I’m changing my mind a lot.  I start off with one idea and then I may go down a totally different track.  I suppose sometimes that is okay – it may well be a better track than the original one.

frog panickingI’m (desperately?!) trying to keep up with The Story Grid podcasts with Tim Grahl and Shawn Coyne because I’m finding those very helpful.  But putting those learning points into practice is another matter.

I think I used the word ‘desperately’ because there is a lot to learn and I’ve missed some of the podcasts and am trying to catch up.

I do believe however that it is all falling into place and I will hear what I need to know, when I need to hear it.

Because that is what has been happening with the podcasts.  If I’ve been struggling with something or feeling a certain way about my book or my writing, you can bet your life it’ll be addressed in an upcoming podcast.

I almost cheered when Tim Grahl realised he had to scrap his first draft manuscript and start again from scratch (sorry!) – because I had to do that too.

It’s soothing to hear that I’m not the only one going through writing challenges. Not that I enjoy hearing of Tim Grahl’s writing trials and tribulations – but in a way, I do!  It’s a great story in itself really.

And thank you Tim for pretty much saying to Shawn “Stop! Don’t tell me what to do, tell me how to do it!”

I feel that way too.  I learn by doing it myself, not by being told or shown.  But the showing and telling(!) do have to come first.  After that, I take what I’ve learned and then I can get my own hands, and my own mind in there – and try it out for myself.  And, yes, learn from my mistakes.

earphones - sounds goodShawn is inspiring and helping me very much.  As the learning points sink in, I’m getting lots of ahas and ideas relating to the writing of my own story.  Listening to the podcast is very reassuring – and I look forward to it!

Because the good news is, I seem to be doing some things intuitively.  I’ll hear about something in a podcast episode that I should be implementing and I think ‘Oh, I’ve already done that.’ Or, ‘I’ve already taken that into consideration.’  Yay!

Yes, there is still a lot to learn (and, more to the point, implement). But as I said it’s all falling into place now.

I was so excited this morning. As I was looking at my outline and adding bits to it, I felt very positive.  I could see the story fleshing out and unfolding beautifully before me.

I dashed to my little talk box and recorded my excitement!

I’ll share that recording in my next blog post.  Partly because I don’t want to overload you, and partly because I want to save the material for another blog post!

Okay – back on track …

As I said, the Story Grid podcast is very, very informative and for anyone who is on this fiction writing journey for the first time, I would definitely recommend the Story Grid podcasts.

This post has turned out to be more about the Story Grid podcasts than anything else! Should be interesting when it comes to keyword-time.

So, just a very brief audio today.  Short and sweet. Lots of Love and speak to you soon!

Over and out.




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Oh! My Book is about The Hero’s Journey!

What is The Hero’s Journey?

There are three main stages to The Hero’s Journey:
– departure
– initiation
– return.

Stop! It’s much easier to watch this short, animated video.  It explains it all, simply and beautifully.

My Hero’s Journey: writing my first book

The First Calls to Adventure – and Refusals

I wanted to be an author since I learned how to write.  My first stories however were not worshipped and revered, so I thought I probably wasn’t author material.

I started to keep a diary from age eleven. I still write almost daily in it, but now I call it my journal.

At school, in any free moment, I wrote diary-like entries in my Rough Book.

From the first time I ever held a pen, to over fifty years later, I’m still writing.

The Call to Adventure

The ‘I want to write a book’ idea did not go away completely. Year after year I contented myself with writing – just for me, in my journal.  It was my passion. It was enough.

Kind of.

It must be more than a decade ago that I heard the call again, this time more strongly. It’s true, big desires do not go away. They just get bigger.

I’d heard the call many years previously but did not answer it. I carried on writing in my journals and online. But I did not start writing The Book.

Mentors, Departure from the Ordinary World

Help and encouragement came in the form of: spiritual teachers such as Abraham-Hicks with their inspiring and life-transforming books and audios; like-minded LoA friends I met online and at workshops; and other friends and writing gurus who had already done what I wanted to do.

I followed The Creative Penn and Joanna Penn’s inspiring, writer’s journey for many years and I still do. As I followed her journey I thought:

“That’s what I want.”

Accepting the Challenge

Eventually, resistance was futile. I committed. I accepted the challenge. I decided to write – and publish – my first book.


The trials began. Some small, some bigger. I had to learn new things about my chosen challenge. I was moving into the world of writers and authors. I was moving into the world of Book Creators and StoryTellers.

Occasionally, I doubted myself, but mainly I remembered to soothe and encourage myself.

I learned to ease off the reigns, if the horse was careering downhill faster than I was ready to go.


I fully immersed myself in the act of Writing The Book. Finally I felt like I was a writer. And I was beginning to feel like an author too.

This is getting Real.

For me, The Approach part of the journey is about doing the work in order to actually become the author. It’s the act of seeking out, downloading and piecing it all together. Discovering the various aspects or components that make up my book.

Because without the Book, I won’t become the Author.

The Approach is a little scary sometimes.

Because I don’t just want to be an author. I want to write a great book. I want to write well.

It’s feeling risky. Can I really do it?



I want to learn how to self-publish smoothly and to market effectively. I’ve got all the relevant teachers, books and gurus lined up – but there’s still work to do!

“You love this.  Your work is your play.  Keep going.”

There are challenges and learning points all along the way. It can be overwhelming.

dancing skeleton

It’s a bit like piecing together the bones of a skeleton, so that you have something for the flesh (words) to hang on. A rather macabre image, but a pretty accurate one for me right now.


There’s lots of advice out there. No wonder I sometimes feel overwhelmed.

Despite all of that, I began to slowly morph my original story concept into a more detailed outline and then worked on the plot.

The Snowflake MethodMore Mentors

I followed Randy Ingermanson’s Snowflake Method, with a degree of success. Through that I became a lot clearer about my plot.

I also got the book’s synopsis down to a few sentences – which I read appreciatively and thought “Hmm, I’d want to Look Inside.”

But even though I was pleased with the synopsis, there was a lot more of the skeleton to build.

So I did some more work, on my own, mapping out possible plot scenarios, dipping into more books for plotting advice, and sometimes adding to the feeling of overwhelm.

And More Mentors

I found Shawn Coyne’s book The Story Grid helpful. But I wasn’t sure that I’d quite grasped how to do the actual Gridding. Not in relation to my own book anyway.

gridThe Story Grid, I believed, was more of an editing tool. But I hadn’t even written the complete book yet, so how could I edit it!

Maybe I was jumping the gun? Or maybe I should try to implement the ‘Story Grid’ at the same time as I was writing?


I decided to go back and slowly re-read The Story Grid, taking notes as I went.

Time passed …

Helpful Videos and Podcasts

Then Shawn Coyne produced some Story Grid videos that explained the Story Grid process very clearly and succinctly. Better!  The information started to sink in.

Yes, the Story Grid is an editing tool. But if you know what the components of a good story are, then you can ensure your story includes those components – at the same time as you are creating the story.

A few months down the line, Tim Grahl and Shawn Coyne got together to produce a podcast: Tim Grahl is writing his first fiction book (he’s already written non-fiction) and Shawn, in his Expert Editor role, is assisting Tim with his story structure. A winning combo!

The podcasts are helping me to click everything into place. Eventually I may even fully understand how to use the Story Grid on my own story.

Okay, scrub that to “I will fully understand how to use the Story Grid on my own story.”

Biggest Enemies (dragons and goblins to slay)

My biggest enemies are my own fears and doubts. That’s it. Full stop. Period!

Thankfully I’m getting good at noticing the doubts, when they first start sidling their way in, hoping I won’t notice.  I’m getting better at easing those small, initial doubts before they grow.

If I jump on them fast, then the little doubts don’t have a chance to develop into larger fears.

Canva - well done ClaireBear!I don’t need to do battle with the doubts.  I just have to soothe them.

So I sweet-talk myself until they get bored, and then they simply go away and leave me alone.

I cheer-lead myself and create little images like this on

And I’ve stopped feeling self-conscious about doing things like that.  Whatever works, is fine by me.


I have not reached the ‘Crisis’ part of the Hero’s Journey yet. Maybe I can skip it. (Watch this space.) Repeat: Maybe I can skip it.

Yup – Even More Mentors

The Writer's JourneyIn one of Shawn and Tim’s podcasts they talked about The Hero’s Journey (documented by Joseph Campbell in his book ‘Hero with a Thousand Faces.’)

In particular Shawn spoke of a book by Christopher Vogler called The Writer’s Journey. I already knew a bit about the work of Joseph Campbell, not in huge detail. But to apply the Hero’s Journey to the Writer’s Journey? That sounded like my kind of book.

I ordered it.

The book arrived, and as I read about the various stages of the Hero’s Journey, a mental light bulb exploded –  Ka-BOOM!

“Oh!” I suddenly realised. “My book is about The Hero’s Journey!”

My fiction book, intuitively scribbled down, without me realising until now, was based on The Hero’s Journey.

Now, I had something I could work with!

My story had already taken on a form. It already had an outline and a ‘structure’,  one that is as old as time.

As I compared my book with the stages of the Hero’s Journey it fitted beautifully. It matched.

I could see how my protagonist was to progress: from leaving his ‘ordinary world’; entering the ‘special world’; going through his trials, challenges, and adventures; then finally, returning home to the ordinary world, forever changed (for the better.)

I already had my skeleton, my structure to hang my words on. It was there all along.

Actually, I think ‘It’ is there, all along, every time. It’s just that we can’t always see it right away.

Until we’re ready.

Or until we’ve stopped trying so hard to look for it.  Until we’ve stopped desperately trying to find it.

The Treasure

The Treasure is of course The Book and so much more, I’m sure of that. I’m looking forward to seeing how the treasures will unfold as my Hero’s Journey progresses.

(According to WordPress I’ve made 85 revisions to this blog post.  I think that is more than enough for today.  Time to hit Publish.)

The rest is still to come.  The completed book and the journey to it.


Where are you on your Hero’s Journey? 🙂

Is it a Writer’s Journey like mine, or something else?

Do you have a blog you’d like to share?  If so, please feel free to post the link below in the comments!

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I know the Power of Story (so I’m choosing how I tell it)

I know the Power of StoryI bumped into a friend and her lovely dog on my way back from the shops.

After the usual exchange of ‘How are you?’ etc. she asked:

“How’s the book going?”

I felt an inward groan and paused as my brain whirred, then gave a little laugh.

“Well … it isn’t finished yet!”

That is true at least.

But behind those words were all kinds of thoughts about ‘progress’ and ‘when it’s going to be finished’ and ‘how long it’s taking …’  and on and on and on.  Aaargh!

‘I know the Power of Story’ was another thought I had. (Which is the same as the Power of Belief.) And those icky-feeling thoughts behind my laugh and words, were not The Story I wanted to tell.

share good-feeling storiesSo instead, I talked about how I was beginning to connect with other writers online, and how I was enjoying that, and how it was helping to inspire and encourage me.

But the biggest encourager of me, is of course, myself.

The Story I tell to myself (and anyone else) is very important. If I am to finish the book and enjoy the process along the way I need to tell good-feeling stories.

So, the True Story is:

I’m doing really well.

I’m loving every step of the book-writing process.

Everything I need is coming to me, as I go along.

I’m noticing how this is happening:

One day I was wishing for writer friends I could connect with. The next moment here they are – connecting with me and having online conversations, like old friends.

I’m loving how the writing flows when it is ready to flow. I love that I didn’t even set out to ‘do a writing session’ yesterday and I effortlessly flowed more than 3,500 words onto the page.

I love how ‘connected’ and aligned I feel when I write. I love sharing my writing.

I love writing! This is the work for me. I’ve finally found something I love to do and I’m learning how to do it well.

It’s fun along the way and the Process is a Huge and Happy part of it.

Yes, the book is not finished yet – and I’m glad! I’m glad I am still enjoying the writing of it.

Yes, I’ll write other books, but for now, I’m enjoying this one!

I love creating. I love writing. (Did I tell you I love writing? 🙂 )

I love my book’s heroes. They are real to me. The book is real. I’m just slowly downloading it all, piece by piece by piece.

How is the book going?

It’s coming along nicely, thank you for asking.

And, like a baby takes time to mature and grow in the womb, and is birthed at the perfect time, so too, am I nurturing and loving my book, my baby.

I'm pregnant with my bookI love being pregnant with it. And I will enjoy holding it in my arms too!

Yes! The Book is alive! And it’s doing well, and I’m in Love with it, at this stage of its growth. Thank you so much for asking.


Soon I will post about the book itself, and I’ll introduce you to some of the book’s heroes, who I’m steadily getting to know, and progressively falling in love with.

Until then, have a wonderful day, full of good-feeling stories – that you tell to yourself – and to anyone else you might bump into along the way.


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Scott Raposa: Abraham and dance/trance music combo!

Abe quote blog 2016 Apl-23

As many of you know, I’m passionate about Abraham-Hicks (some would say ‘addicted’) so I think it’s time I talked about them.

I wanted to share a video I found on You Tube today.

I was lying in bed from about 5am listening to Abraham, audio after audio.  Then an unusual one started to play.

I had to listen again … and again

Someone had put music to Esther Hicks/Abraham’s words and played around with them a bit. Usually I prefer to listen to the audio ‘straight’ but this one really caught my attention.

It perked me up so much I had to listen to it again.

On the second listen, when the livelier music started (about 3 minutes in) I was kind of dancing. It was an interesting sort of dance, as I was lying down in bed at the time.

On the third listen I found myself getting up and getting dressed, almost on auto-pilot. I also noticed the sunshine pouring into my room and how good I felt.

By the fourth listen I was up and dancing for real, and feeling joyful!

Around seven listens later I decided this may well be my Morning Tune and I thought “I have to share this.”

Not just one song – a whole album!

The video is at the end of this post, but … exploring further (thank you Google) I have discovered that the ‘upbeat’ music I loved so much is by Scott Raposa – and there is a whole album of this wonderful Scott Raposa-Abraham music combo!

pixabay-dance-674749_1280The album is called ‘Law of Attraction Directly from Source’.

This is an album I need to have in my collection. How did I miss it? It has been around since 2009!!!

As soon as I finish this post I’m going to Amazon to get it. In the meantime, tasters can be found on You Tube – I’m listening now. But I think my heart is set on ‘Eternally Starry-Eyed’ – the upbeat track that caught my attention this morning.

So here are a couple of You Tube videos from the Abraham-Raposa combo album. The first is a fun one – with a little girl whose joy reminds me of me – when I’m dancing around my kitchen with my i-Pod!

It’s time to tell a New Story

The second video called ‘Time to Tell a New Story’ is the video that sparked my attention and inspired me to seek out – and find – the music album ‘Law of Attraction directly from Source’.

I recommend listening to the videos with headphones. I tried listening without them but missed some of the twiddly bits you can only hear with headphones.

If you don’t have headphones just turn the volume up a notch 😉

Your cup of tea?

These videos won’t be everyone’s cup of tea.  But ‘Abrahamsters’ who like trance/dance music and haven’t already discovered Scott Raposa will probably enjoy them.  I do!

FUN (energized) ONE



Last but definitely not least, I truly resonate with all Abraham is saying about ‘Story’ and the power of the stories we tell. It’s big. Really big.

“You have to tell the story the way you want it to be. Everything that you are living is in response to the story that you are telling – period.” Abraham-Hicks

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